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10:36 am: .......
i havent updated this thang in forever...........




SO HERES MY UPDATE................




WALGREENS IS GETTING OLD!!!!! I AM SO SICK OF WORKING TILL 11 30 AT NIGHT AND THEN HAVING TO GO TO SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY THEN GOING INTO WORK AT 3 15 AND DOING IT ALL OVER AGAIN.


can we say annoyinggggggggggg

08:17 pm: its summer and i am working and starting to get sick of it but its fun i guess these old men or like 30 year old men will come in and hit on me and shit and honestly its disgusting and annoying

but there are some cute young ones to.......yeaea!!

jk

09:17 pm: i found a computer in germany.....WOW...it is so beautiful in eroupe. >These past couple of weeks have been amazing. This is the second time i found a computer and of course no one is on. I guesss no one loves me enough. Right now i am spending the night in germany tonight and tomarrow heading for amsterdam. i am shitting a brick. i cant wait for tommarrow. there are also a shitload of really hott guys in europe. damn.....they are fine. that will be one of the only things i will really miss about europe aoh and getting drunk and or buzzed everynight with my mom and my friends i met here. i am having a blast but i will be home on tuesday so i will talk to you guys later. i love u all.

p.s. Amelia.....international flights are the shit it was so awesome but really long. It was still scary tho.


I CANT WAIT TILL TOMMARROW NIGHT CONTRACT IS UP AND I ALREADY HAD MY DRUG TEST FOR WORK
i mean how many times do u go to amsterdamn in ur life ahhhhh i am so excited

07:18 pm: ahhhhhhhhhhhh
I AM SOOOOOO MOTHER FUCKING STRESSED ABOUT CORZINE"S EXAM...............HELP!!!!!!!

11:01 am: its been a while!!!
its been forever it seems like since i have updated! When this summer starts i probally wont update except like once! haha, oh well! i got a job at Walgreens, woo and hoo, but i am kindof excited. I have to go get a drug test after school to go work there. It will be something different besides cooking at the club or folding and hanging clothes up at Parker and dealing with bitchy customers so i am excited. So i am failing Coach Corzines class and i dont know what to do. this sucks! i am kind of scared about whats gonna happen with that! (ahhhhh) . But on the flip side i am leaving for Europe in 13 days but i am kind of scared about that too. lol! Only 2 morw weeks of school....Yeaeaeaeahhh....but it is really COLD in this school. Mr. Haffy is leaving SBA next year and this makes me very sad.

sorry so short, i have alot to say but no time to say it in so i am gonna go but ill ttyl!!!!

10:54 am: grrrrrr
i am soooooo stressed still! i didnt get much done yesterday but i did all i could. i am so sore from the pushups we had to do at practice yesterday.....it wasnt alot of them but i never do pushups so it hurt and now i am sore! Today is our last tennis PRACTICE this season! yesssss! then we had tournoment #2 on Monday and i get out of school at 12 and i am so excited!

Tomarrow i have to go to court and i am scared shitless seriously. I am so scared. Ahhhhhh.....

um ya so today Corzine gave us this study guide and it was the longest motherfucking studyguide i have ever gotten from him and it is hard and it is really random. He is grading for acuracy so it took me 45 minutes to answer 12 key words and i have like 60 more of those plus 32 short anwer questions. Plus we have to do our 20 questions in our section reviews graded on acuracy. He has never done this before. Is so retarded! grrrrrrr...

My life will hopefully settle down a little by next wednesday depending on what happens with tennis tournoment....But i am actually excited about that so its all good!!!

On top of everything i am soooo TIRED!!!!!

10:49 am: .........
so yesterday was the last day for seniors.......so not fair! I wish i was a senior now but my turn will come next year! Anyways i have so much shit to do this week. This is another week from hell in my life. My mom is hosting a party, my grandparents are coming into town, i have tennis everyday this week after school, i have to clean the whole house by myself because anna and mom have some may crowning stuff to do and supposedly it is a really really big deal at St. Louis so their gone and my dad will just sit on his ass and watch TV in his little back room. And on top of everything the house has to be cleaned by tonight or i cant go cosmic bowling with ashley for her birthday on friday. And my mom has started this 15 points system in our house and it is really retarded and i have to have 15 "points" by the end of each week or i cant go out on the weekend and i only so far have 6 points for the week. Like sweeping and mopping the kitchen is 1 point. Its bullshit and anna has to do the same so i have to find 15 things that the little brat doesnt take from me and do them so i can go out this weekend. But since i have to clean the whole house by myself then maybe i will get the rest of my points tonight. Sorry i am just kind of rambling and yall probally dont give a shit but ya i told u anyway so get over it. JK! Plus i have to clean my room....OH GOSH! i need to prioritize everything into my schedual for tonight. I wont even be home from practice till after 6 and i hate it because after practice i am always worn out and i go to bed early. Grrrrrr.....
HELP ME!!!

11:41 am: Wat it is yo......
i am babysitting once again and not at music fest but oh well......one of my bff is supposed to check out someone for me there because we might hook up and i am excited.....heck yes..... besides it will help me get my mind off of whats his face!>!>!>! So everything is all good i guess....but i was watching the movie "Little Black Book" last night and it was really good except it made me cry...TEARS... but oh well, the movie was sweet! well i have to go find the missing 3 year old so i will ttyl!

HAVE FUN AT MUSIC FEST WITHOUT ME...........

ASHLEY B, CALL ME!>!>!

02:41 pm: it is so humid inside this school and outside......great george valadie just said tennis was cancelled and i was actually in the mood to play.....POOOOOOOOooooP!!!!!!! time for pray....bye bye

11:25 am: .........
so music fest is this weekend but i cant go cause my parents are bitches and i am pissed......but all i have to do is look on the bright side, college is only one year and 2 months away!!! i guess i will just have to live through the torture until then.....

02:00 pm: .....
i fucking hate school.....so i am in the library! heck yes......Nancy if u get this in yearbook, come visit me! i love you!

11:02 am: !>!>!>!>!>!>!>!
I had a tennis match yesterday and now i am sore off my ass, my bruise continues to look wierd, and my tummy hurts.....but its cool because me and Ali definately have a FREE DAY today in Wilky's class. We are the whole class! YEEESSSS! I went to the CBHS play...and um...thats all i am gonna say about it but it was still fun! Well one of my friends, well someone that i thought was my friend, totally ignored us last night and her excuse was that she didnt see us until when she was leaving....um....thats bullshit!>!>! so wtf is up with that!?!?! Ever scince the shit that happened a couple of weeks ago, she hasnt answer many of my phone calls, oh except when she needed to use my house to get ready for prom, then she called me. I dont know why she is doing shit like this but its probally the fuckin bitch that called me white trash at St. Agnes and now she doesnt want people to think we are friends since everybody at that fucking school thinks i am.....which is fucked up enough......or she is just getting this "i am too good for you and i am holier than thou" attitude. You are probally over at ur school talking shit about me and agrreing with the bitches instead of taking up for me but there is no telling wtf u do.... U are so caught up in this fucking play bullshit that u cant even remember who the fuck ur friends are. Whatever...i dont give a shit anymore!.!.!.! I dont know who the fuck u are to pull shit like this but i am so sick of it. Many can play that game... i have lots of other "true" friends that wont play that shit with me, so fuck it. This wasnt just about what happened last night, this is about what the hell has been going on in the past 3 weeks. And maybe u dont see it but everybody else does....so fuck it!

11:14 am: ....
so i got grounded for the next 2 weekends because my mom is too blinded by reality that she doesnt want to face the truth.....GRRRRRR! i hate this so much! it was a pretty good weekend until my moms bullshit.....i have a bruise the size of texas on my arm from tennis and people keep touching as a joke and it hurts when they press on it. Mk that was random but oh well! i am supposed ot be in Wilkys class but i cant sit in there anymore. For 2 days this week it is gonna be me, ali, and wilky cause the seniors have shit to do. I better get used to it because its gonna be like that for like a month! but oh well! i am gonna cry the days Ali misses school because then it will be just me and Wilky........HELP! I have a tennis match today and we play St. Agnes and i really want to beat them. We have had to reschedual this match 3 times already so hopefully today is the day we play! I hope it doesnt rain cause i heard it was supposed to. i might go to the CBHS play after but i am not sure! Well i am gonna go do something else because i dont want to do this anymore!i love u!

10:24 pm: i have a sty in my eye.....ouch!
This week was really hard.....especially on wednesday at the memorial service. There were so many people there so u know he was an awesome guy and totally loved. He is gonna be missed by many. It was wierd because we were crying and laughing at the same time because the stories that were told about him were hilarious and so real but really sad. This would have been a really good weekend to make Search.......and if u have made it u would know what i mean! We love you Cesar and we miss you. Everyone make sure you keep their family in your prayers because they need God now more than anything.

03:13 pm: SOPHOMORES ARE FUCKING MORONS!!!!!! anyways so i am stuck baysitting for like the rest of my life but i got to pay the bills somehow! i just got done with one babysitting job and now i am on the other and i just made 40 fucking dollars for 2 hours and 4 kids! THATS AWESOME! our prom pics came and they were ok i guess but ya......i saw KB the other day and gave them to him but i cant talk about him in my LJ anymore because some motherfucking anonymous bitch will comment back and say something like they know what the fuck they are talking about!!!!! but ya its cool if they want to be pussy let them cause i dont have a problem kicking some bitches ass!
This past week has been the most horrible week of my life. its been so sad and stressful! On top of that stuff, I HATE HUTCHISON TENNIS GIRLS! they are so bitchy, they need to get the hell over themselves!!!

if u cantr tell i am not in the best mood so i beeter stop talking.....

03:40 pm: um.......
ya that somebody made the huge mistake..... u know th one i was talking abou in my last update. oh well.....there is no reason to be down anymorem about it, what is done is done and there is nothing at all i can do. If my mom doesnt stop bringing him up i am gonna strangle her..

07:22 pm: hmmm....
ya so somebody is about to make a huge mistake.....but hey if he feels the same way about her that i "felt" about him then he should go for it. i hope they are happy together. i mean whatever makes him happy is all that should matter, right???? well i am not sure about that but all i know is that i hate people that lie especially to get out of a relationship that probally never should have started in the first place. A little advice for KB, next time you ask someone out when you like another girl at the same time....make sure u know how to swim before u jump in the water. Just take a little bit more time next time and think about things because girls hearts are easily broken and they are hard to glue the pieces back together. If that sounds retarded i dont care, but if u think about it makes since, to me at least. Since u say u didnt have time to be a good boyfriend to me then i hope u found a way to pull time out of ur ass to be a good boyfriend to her. Im sorry this sounds bitchy but i am sick of always thinking about everything and i want it to get out of my head. ggaaahhhhh.....u really know how to drive a girl crazy, dont cha? For some reason Ben told u i was insane.........??????? ummmmm....ya! well i cant say anymore cause i might whatever so i am out bitches.

07:22 pm: i hate bad bad bad bitches!
u dont know how much u mean to me
whenever ur down u know that u can lean on me
no matter the situation
i wont let u down.......
-J Lo

06:00 pm: MY LAST 2 WEEKS......
well i went to my prom and CBHS and i think i had more fun at mine than theirs but oh well......i think i am totally promed out for this year, omg did i just say that? well um....me and kevin broke up, that probally makes a couple of people happy, but its all good cause its was a good break up not a bad one. ya i was sad for a couple of days but i am over it sort of, well for the most part maybe, i dunno. he isnt like most guys he is different and that is what i liked most about him. but like i always say shit happens for a reason.
The rents found out about our hellatiotous prom after party and now shit is flying with everyone.
Oh ya for SBA prom we went to the pier for dinner and we took a limo and it was so much fun. Kevin picked me up and then we went to lee's and got in the limo. We finished dinner really early so we decided to drive around until we were fashionablly late for prom. haha, with lee's singing and someone elses dance moves (not to mention anyones name) sba prom was officially the best night of my life, and the person i went with made it so much better, dancing and holding hands and him being so sweet! well anyways i had the time of my life!
The next weekend i went to CBHS prom and it was fun but definatly not as fun as my prom. i didnt go with kevin, i went with ben but i still had a blast. ashley came over and we got ready together with Amelia's professional help. Then Joey and Ben met at my house and we took pictures and such, u know the usual, and then we went to dinner. Shannon and Lee came over and then followed us to the resturant. Then we headed downown and we could find the place but we eventually found it and it wasall good. Then after prom we went to CK's coffee shop. Haha that was fun haha.jk it was fun. then when ben was bringing me home we got lost and we were heading for orange mound at 2 in the morning.....not cool at all....i finally got home and got to go to sleep...yeaeaeaea....but then i had to wake up at 7:30 sunday and go to church.....it was way to early but thats ok!
In between all this excitement i got grounded and had to do hours and hours of mulching in my back yard....icky!

11:30 am: PrOm...
i almost forgot but i will update about it next monday at work.....sry guys....i know u are dying to hear about it...jk! I lOvE YoU!